I need attention!!

The end of Flowerpod due to a scumbag

2006-01-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

Geline stated in spree thread (feedback forum) that there's one podder with 80% warning with 3 clone accounts. DJ immediately concluded it has to be MiniVV and banned her, without allowing her to explain herself. Alot of podders were very unhappy with his decision. Geline came in and clarified that she was wasn't referring to minivv. Podders asked DJ to apologize to minivv for wrongly banning her. Under pressure, he lifted her ban, but he said he wanted to ban geline instead for lying. He said there's only one person in fp with more than 80% warning and that's minivv, so if geline isn't referring to minivv, then she must be lying! He gave geline 1 hour to appear in fp and clarify who she was referring to. If geline doesn't clarify within that hour, he will ban her instead. Geline didn't appear. Podders argued that geline could have logged off and is sleeping already. DJ earlier stated that he has the means to find out who holds clone accounts, so podders were asking him to use his own means to find out, no need ask geline.

In the meanwhile, someone started another thread questioning the podder card and the amt of fund that has been collected, and if it is enough to sustain fp. DJ said the response rate was very bad, and if that's the case, he wants to make fp into a paid subscription site in June. Questions about accountability of funds came out, someone reminded that if there's no transparency, fp is being run like NKF, one-man show. One mod kintra came out to admit she doesn't know any details about the funds collected, only DJ knows everything that's going on. One podder ask him if he would like to step down as a volunteer since he was complaining that he has to spend alot of "voluntary" effort in fp. He said he has no intention to, especially after making his wife and family understand why he has to spend so much time and effort in fp. Another podder pointed out that if every member is made to buy the podder card, the amount collected would be $150,000, an amount not many can even earn in 5 years. DJ pointed out that he can make that amt in 1 year. That his cybercafe alone is making $10,000 per mth, excluding retail and servicing computers. Then the podder pointed out that since he earns that much, $500 per mth for server charges should not put a dent in his pocket. DJ said, why should he pay since fp is not his brainchild! blah blah...geline is banned Next day, fp taken offline, both threads deleted, spree thread evidence deleted.

This is a warning to all podders to the scenes behind the running of Flowerpod. Many of us, including moderators, have since boycotted FP and have started a new forum called Les Dames at http://lesdames.proboards79.com/index.cgi

This forum will be managed by former sensible and responsible moderators of FP.

will update more....

Its been a long year for me

2005-12-27T12:17:00.000+08:00

Year 2005...

Its been a very very long year for me...

Its like a roller coaster ride, finally its stopping.

I would love to wait for year 2006, because its gonna be the year I prove myself.

Oh man, how come i sound so serious... haha, its so not like me.

Anyway i was very touch when i got christmas presents from Mint and Lynn

And I am so ashamed of myself when i didnt get them anything.....

so i shall prepare them something surprise.....

My own dear plat card got me a (freaking expensive) Country Road shirt and a pair of nice leather shoes
I wanted to get her the nano, but i fumed up when i tok abt the stupid nano which i had already paid a month ago, and till now there is still no news.

I will tell the whole story in my next post.

SO in the end i got her something very small and expensive too, some lipsome moisture from cosme de corte

Hey I missed mahjong...

if you are reading this, call me k, when u need a fourth leg....

cheers!

My Birthday Wishes

2005-11-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

Here is the original Numa Numa Dance Song. The song is entitled 'Dragostea Din Tea' by the Romanian pop band 'O-Zone.' Lip sync and dance by 'Gary Brolsma.'

And here is our country's shame.

Dragostea Din Tei simply means Love From The Lime Tree in Romanian.

Verse 1
Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha

Verse 2
Alo,
Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic

Verse 3 x 2
Vrei
sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai.

Verse 4
Te
sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

OKay

so much for the numa numa dance

Yeah My birthday is coming on 10/01/1979

Anyone want to give me cash, please deposit into my DBS acct 0044022278

But here is the thing I may want

1. external 2.5 80GB Hardisk
2. Nokia N90 or K750I or the D600C or w900I would be nice (2nd hand also can)
3. One good pair of funky and stylo sneakers
4. One nice pair of jeans
5. Clinque Happy for guy perfume
6. One nice leather shoes

New Creative Zen Vision:M 30 GB video player!

My first flowers...

2005-11-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

Yes

its the 1st time i send flowers to her office......

no no, its not the 1st time i gave her flowers, but its the 1st time she receivedin the office.

.....

and its not the flowers i bought in the Bedok Market near the interchange....
i tot the flowers there wrapped very nice.....
so i guess some florists wrapped even better.....

....

but this bouquet very nice...

maybe i should do this often......

Disappointment...

2005-11-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

i was disappointed, so i was....over many things.

Nevertheless, I would brace myself.

yeah!!!

depress...

2005-11-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

haiz

i am depressed for exactly 15 days liao

i think i am sick, dunno like that can get MC for depression or not....

this is wat i had google search

Symptoms of Depression

You feel miserable and sad.-----True for 15 days
You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .----False, still got enery to type blog leh
You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.---False, still can go and pee in the toilet
You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.----True, now i dun enjoy anything i do...maybe except for mahjong
You feel very anxious sometimes. ----False, in fact i feel stony
You don't want to see people or are scared to be left alone. Social activity may feel hard or impossible.-----False, i rather go office then be alone.
You find it difficult to think clearly.---True--- i totally cant think
You feel like a failure and/or feel guilty a lot of the time.---True, i didnt seem to achieve anything
You feel a burden to others.----True---i am a useless piece of shit
You sometimes feel that life isn't worth living. ----False.......
You can see no future. There is a loss of hope. You feel all you've ever done is make mistakes and that's all that you ever will do.----True, i had made so many mistakes
You feel irritable or angry more than usual.---True
You feel you have no confidence.---True
You spend a lot of time thinking about what has gone wrong, what will go wrong or what is wrong about yourself as a person. You may also feel guilty sometimes about being critical of others (or even thinking critically about them).---True
You feel that life is unfair.---True
You have difficulty sleeping or wake up very early in the morning and can't sleep again. You seem to dream all night long and sometimes have disturbing dreams.--- False, i sleep like a pig

我不甘願

2005-11-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

so i realise
原來我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願
我不甘願

dun i deserve any better?

i realise i am still like a small kid
.........

i remember the time

2005-11-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

珊瑚海 - 周杰伦/Lara

男：爱拼命云端开始阴霾悲伤要怎麼平静重来
花的狠笑是种假的淹没千千的无奈
女：你用唇语说你要离开　男：情不在
合：他难过无声的留下来汹涌潮水
一定明白可是让人湿泪喊
男：转身离开认真说不出来
女：你有话说不出来
合：海鸟跟鱼相爱只是一场意外
男：我们的爱争议一直存在
女：给的爱争议一直存在回不来
男：永久真爱竟累积成伤害
女：等待经历几次伤害
合：转身离开分手说不出来
蔚蓝的珊瑚海错过瞬间苍白
男：当初彼此不够成熟坦白
女：你有我的不够成熟坦白不应该
男：热情不改笑容隐藏不来
女：你的笑容勉强不来　合：爱深埋珊瑚海
男：毁坏的沙雕如何重来有裂痕的爱怎麼重改
只是一切结束太快你说你无法释怀
女：悲歌里隐藏什麼期待　男：等花儿开
合：我们也已经无心再猜
女：脸上海风　男：脸上海风
女：咸咸的爱　男：咸咸的爱
合：嚐不出还有未来

i remember the time when you were so anxious about yr A level results
and you have told me repeatedly not to come

but after knowing u did not do very well,
i came immediately

though i do not know why yr tears drop when u see me
and its not because of the poor results
i can still remember u saying that u would not have cry if u didnt see me.

at that time, i do not know why

now i noe why

though i have got tons of reassurance, nothing worse could had happen
i was glad to have your sms

The macdonald outside LIDO is selling milkshake

2005-11-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

《太多》
作词：陈绮贞
作曲：陈绮贞
编曲：陈建骐

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻但不能喜欢太多
在地铁站或美术馆孤独像睡眠一样餵养我
以永无止尽的坠落需要音乐取暖
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻但不能喜欢太多

喜欢一个喝著红酒的女孩在下雨音乐奏起的时候
把她送上铁塔给全世界的人写明信片
像一只鸟在最高的地方歌声嘹亮
喜欢一个喝著红酒的女孩但不能喜欢太多

喜欢一个阳光照射的角落但不能喜欢太多
是幼稚园的小朋友笑声像睡眠一样打扰我
我们轻轻的挥一挥手凝结照片的伤口
我喜欢一个阳光照射的角落但不能喜欢太多
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻但不能喜欢太多

today was sure a boring day
thanks to my company's good welfare
i had to work THREE FULL Weekends
I have just finished working the 1st sat sun.
today and tomorrow off, monday tuesday off, damn siannnnnnnnn

today was sure a lonely day
i only sleep eat shit today

the past week was a damn sad week
I screw up my work
think going kanna force to resign liao
help people wash jacket
a 199 dollar jacket also washed till colour all faded
my two cats fight for the 1st time, in the end i got blood all over my arm with many long scratches, i think i need to go for cosmetic surgery liao
even yr gf will say something that she is not obligated to go out with me....

the talk about obligation....
so am I obligated to pay for her handphone bills
so am I obligated to pay for her scv bills
so am I obligated to pay for her trips

maybe i am the world stupidest carrot head.....that had been "tok" for near to 6 years

and by the way
The macdonald outside LIDO is selling milkshake

finally, but thats the only outlet selling, will update if i find out more

旅行的意义

2005-11-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

歌手：陈绮贞

歌曲名称：旅行的意义

你看过了许多美景你看过了许多美女
你迷失在地图上每一道短暂的光阴
你品尝了夜的的巴黎你踏过下雪的北京
你熟记书本里每一句你最爱的真理

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出在什么场合我曾让你动心
说不出离开的原因

你累计了许多飞行你用心挑选纪念品
你搜集了地图上每一次的风和日丽
你拥抱热情的岛屿你埋葬记忆的土耳其
你流连电影里美丽的不真实的场景

却说不出你爱我的原因
却说不出你欣赏我哪一种表情
却说不出什么场合我曾让分心
说不出旅行的意义

勉强说出你为我寄出的每封信
都是你离开的原因你离开我就是旅行的意义

覺悟了

2005-11-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

人于人真的有這么難相觸?
那時為何我又囘頭?
我還真是不開心
在傢裏, 在公司, 我縂是喜喜哈哈
難過時卻沒人懂
在我最需要她的時候, 她又再次令我失望
我的心還真是痛, 痛到有如千万只針在刺
我已為我的心應該痲木了
願來我還在期望舍麽
都已經期望了5 年
爲何不在期望下去
...........................
或徐以經覺悟了

crisis?

2005-11-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

It takes a lot of experience of life to see why some relationships last and others do not. But we do not have to wait for a crisis to get an idea of the future of a particular relationship. Our behavior in little every incidents tells us a great deal.

saw it from stary's blog.....

totally agree and i seem to be waiting for the crisis to happen anytime

though i wanted to stop this upcoming crisis,
but as much as I want, i have gone totally weak and cant pull out any more strength

i had used up all my strength, i seem to be fighting this all alone...

i really need a helping hand

很好

2005-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

話越來越少
見面也越來越少
出門也越來越少
為她做的事也越來越少
沒辦法
她要跟她朋友出門
很好
也不知道為舍麽我去換這麽多晚班來配和她做舍麽
這個sat sun跟下個sat sun 都得做工
然道跟她出門已經需要預約?
很好
一句話
她只有需要我的時侯才找我
我真是笨....

Last week I got my 1st compliment from a very happy customer!!
Finally, after working for nearly a year.....

Getting compliment is like finding gold
Getting complain is like drinking water

well, still i feel, i would change job by next year.

Estimated time is after Chinese New Year...

So Deutsche Bank, Bank of New York, Bank of America, Union Bank of Switzerland, Meryl Lynch, and all big banks..... wait for me okie.... i will join u all very soon

Because of you

2005-10-25T07:27:00.000+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

The below is a twinkle twinkle little star --- bollywood version!!

power!

SMS and eggs and sugars

2005-10-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

慧琳 - 短消息[国语新碟接力主打]

作曲：周传雄

还是留著你寄来的短消息
总是眷惜舍不得删去
因为这是如今和你　唯一留下来的关系
我靠这样沉溺　继续著呼吸

＊有些事情　你永远不会忘记
　我猜这就是刻骨铭心
　有谁听到我的叹息　夜深人静时的哭泣
　这寂寞空气多令人窒息＊

＃我多麼爱你　又多麼想你
　热恋时你send的永恒咒语
　忍不住翻寻　痛苦又甜蜜
　像刀子般一刀刀割在心里
　感动的回忆　相似的字句
　生日祝福生动的灼伤眼睛
　明明想忘记　却藏著痕迹
　多麼痛恨这样矛盾的情绪
　(谁能把我从这深渊里逃离)＃

have you ever wondered whats the special sms that is stored in your partner's special folder?
well, till date i got 250 msgs saved, whether its lovey dovey or nasty wordings.

and i guess i would be rather disappointed if my partner dun have any or even worse, ...other pple's sms...

anyway just got back from my Batam trip with my gf...

She wanted to sun bath there, also dunno why, Batam's sun more powerful meh?

we were there from sun till monday, and it rain on both freaking days.

~~Yeah no need to sun bath~~ OH so sad....i wanna sun bathe...

anyway we even quarrelled on some really healthy issues

eggs and sugar...

too much eggs and using unhealthy sugar....

not that i eat eggs everyday.... but the Holiday's Inn morning buffet got omelette and fried eggs and soft boil eggs...

i just wanna eat all mah.... then nvm, since she said the word, ok, dun eat dun eat loh

then i cant even drink my tea in peace, yeah i should use the good healthy sugar subsitutte...

u can tell me all that when u quit smoking

okie anyway, im home alone, my parents went to jiu zhai guo...
and i had to clear 3 cats' shit

what the hell do i have so many cats for wat?

and i dunno... does cats watch TV too?

maybe i had been watching too many vampire shows, anyway now watching Ma Xiao Ling again, the old series, Joe had a date with the vampire 2.

and this is wat happen to my cats.....

Before i on the TV

After I on the TV

Statistics is now 90%

2005-10-13T10:08:00.000+08:00

OK i wish i score that, but i didnt, at least not on Monday Nite.

Statistics has shown that the chances of me losing at Jason house is 95% .
I dunno if the fengshui ke me or wat or if its Jason's mascots, xiao qing and rocky, but I have only win once at his house...

but as ma xiao ling's dad would say, xiang xin jiu win yin, bu xiang xin jiu bu nen yin, 相信就能贏，不向信就不能贏。

Hopes were dim as its the Bei Feng Bei 北風北 round already, and i am still down....

But i am not going to resign and i perserve though the chance of winning is quite slim as my winning tile is the ka long...

i was thinking of
let me win, let me win, let me win,let me win,let me win,let me win if not i never want to go Jason house again....
...
...

then i zhi mo 自摸 that ka long...5 fan max out....

Yeah!!!!!!!!
Like i say, god is fair, buddha is fair, allah is fair....

Statistics is now 90%.

and 5000 naked people is cheering for me

Happy?

2005-10-11T03:50:00.000+08:00

i got my pay increment
i got a big group of colleagues
i got real good friends
i got many mahjong kakis now

but i have lost my real self.

my wishlist

2005-10-10T02:46:00.000+08:00

i wish you will stop smoking
i wish you will read my blog
i wish you will care about me
i wish you will take notice of me
i wish you will think of the future
i wish you will stand in my shoes
i wish you will share my burden

i wish to have new sneakers
i wish to have o2 xda mini (black)
i wish to have a PS2
i wish to have Happy Clinique perfume
i wish to have my own blades
i wish to have a 5.1 mega pixels camera

i wish to be happy

for my mahjong kaki cheryl and lyn

2005-10-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

Avantgo
this is a must for all pocket pcs.
slowly explore

ppcsg
very good forum on pocket pcs and many links to download freewares

imserba for symbian phones

sonic ngage install blizard 1st, then u can install sonic

symbian applications

games

you are fucked up

2005-10-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

My life is sucky.
My love is fucked up.
I saw a devil.
Of that I'm sure.
She grinned at me at the pub.
She was already drunk.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're fucked up. You're fucked up.
You're fucked up, it's true.
There must be a devil with a grin on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

You are beautiful...

2005-10-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

sick...

2005-10-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

i am no longer the guy who will stand all your nonsense
i am no longer the guy who will succumb to your tears
i am no longer the guy who will just accept like a puppet
i am no longer the guy who will keep all my misery to myself
i am no longer the guy who will trust all you said
i am no longer the guy that you used to know

im sick but no one can help me.

Vampires and relationships

2005-09-30T01:28:00.000+08:00

Paiseh, 10 days no update

Cause i kanna bitten by Vampire, so still waiting for Ma Xiao Ling to save me

then for no reason, i became the main lead, thats explain the disappearance for 10 days

Here are the pics of my movie

As usual , i will save the world.

While i was saving the world, i notice some interesting people

I think they are known as the female F4.

The ~~breasts~~, i mean the cake looks delicious.

well, i dun have a relationship with a vampire, no no, she ~~doesnt suck my money~~, she suck my whole heart.

I guess many people around me are having a hard time with relationships, and that includes me.

People will still ask me how i have this unbalanced relationship for so long...

Its because im too used to be together with her?
Its because of responsibility?
Its because i am worried that she will not survive because of me?

maybe all the answers are correct.

but i dun have an answer on
why i love her and what i love about her.

Well, maybe the reason im still having this long r/s is because i still do not know the answers.

wah good day to sleep lehh

2005-09-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

OK here is a link that will let u get one day mc if u look at it long enough

enjoy the following clip

they are good!

flowerpod....

2005-09-19T10:16:00.000+08:00

Yoh

i have been buzy for the past few days lah, so i seldom have the time to visit www.flowerpod.com.sg/forums/

but the above post is so damn mean.

so its true, its better to offend a petty person than woman.

especially the above woman.

Anyway FP is a nice forum, please do not be affected by such unhuman post.

Cheers

I finally know my blog error

2005-09-17T15:24:00.000+08:00

FInally, i got the error you guys hav been telling me all about

Honestly, i was thinking wat the f**k is wrong with the computers you all have.

Then I realise, im the one that is f**king wrong

hehe

Apologies to all

and the reason why im not getting the error and suddenly sorina also dun get the error is becoz we didnt type the link in the url address box.

If u add it to favourites, or click on my link on other pple's page, u wunt get the error.

As long as you type the url letter by letter into the URL address, you will get the error

so till i resolve the error, why not you all just add my link to you favourites?

Cheers!

the 4th leg

2005-09-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

Yohhh

there have been alot of "body parts" news....
But todays topic is not on that.

Everybody is looking for the 4th leg

its just that
10:20 PM 9/15/2005
Terence called: yoh yoh yoh, this is terence calling from DBS, tommorrow play mahjong with Jason, Sorina and Jasmine?

Joe: Okay ONz.

Then TODAY:
7:00 PM 9/16/2005
Cheryl: Mahjong at 11pm?
Joe: Haiyah, i yesterday already bei bao le.

8:22 PM 9/16/2005
Jamie: MJ?
Joe: Haiyah, playing later

9:17 PM 9/16/2005
Mandy: Play mahjong okay? with Sze Hwei, me and Desmond
Joe: Haiyah, I promised to play with Jason liaoz.

So i apologized to Cheryl, Lyn, Lyn's BF, Rick, Cheryl's bro, Roy, Jamie's kakis, Mandy, Sze Hwei and Desmond.

Hope that u all find the 4th leg.

Hmm, did i make that well known that I like to play mahjong haha?

So i must win Jason, Sorina and Jasmine!!!! if not i will gu fu so many legs

Okay

Some photos from the wedding

Their wedding photoshots are really nice
more pics here http://simalicia.fotopic.net/

I wish Darren and Alicia a long and loving marriage.

More on Darren

I came to know Darren when Edmund (my pri 6 friend) and I and him came to NUS SOC.

We were quite good friends and took many same semesters and try to arrange same tutorials together.

I even went to his house b4 okie.

He came a few times to my house already of course to ~~sleep with me~~ do project haha.

No lah, mainly he and Edmund come to toture my poor cats

Wedding and Mahjong

2005-09-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

have been quite buzy the past few days

1st went to attend Darren, a uni friend's wedding.

And i could say their wedding its all thanks to Edmund, my good friend.

I could still remember him saying that the final year project is his last hope of getting a girlfriend.

And he carefully and cunningly got 3 gals and himself and darren to be in the final year project.

People will choose the smart ones for projects, nah, he will choose the chios one for project.

~~Miracously~~, ~~incredibly~~ Gladly, his wish came true, he got attached and so did Darren (of course it was not a miracle for darren cause he quite shuai hehe.)

the wedding was held at hotel intercontinental, when i got the photos, i will post it up
and heres the welcome gift heehee

ah yes, mahjong was the main agenda for the past few days

I think Cheryl's house nearly became my 3rd home, i was there for at least 7 out of 10 days.

Of course, my 2nd home is my platinum and treasures customer lah hehe

let me think of the records,
lose, lose, win, win, win, lose, lose, win

After the 2 consecutive lost, i got fan xin leh, then i see light!

and came back with 3 consecutive wins.
Haiz, i must have been too conceit with my winnings,thats why i lose again, i must fan xin more.

Hai, at Jason house hor, only win once leh, kanna trash at least 5-1.
Jason, damn professional gambler, i must fan xin more on my mistakes.

will blog next time tired liaoooo

Steamy Sex?

2005-09-02T09:17:00.000+08:00

The following extract is from http://www.yourguysxxxposed.blogspot.com/

Victim 5: Steamy Sex Please?

Session Start: Thu Jul 21 15:40:09 2005
[hotguy] asl?
<*******> 49/f/india
[hotguy] huh?
<*******> why whats wrong?
[hotguy] u so old le, y online leh?
<*******> you're never too old!
[hotguy] orh. u married?
<*******> yes
[hotguy] got husband still want to find guy?
<*******> my hubbie died alrdy?
<*******> sigh
[hotguy] woah so jialat arh? wat happen leH?
<*******> he died in the stampede to get food rations for our children
<*******> we been married for 32 yrs
[hotguy] how many children?
[hotguy] sorry 2 hear abt this
[hotguy] i first time chatting wif so old one
<*******> i have 4 kids.
[hotguy] all grow up le right?
<*******> no. we cannot afford education for them.
[hotguy] then you come mirc find what?
<*******> just someone i can talk 2.
[hotguy] orh, u and ur hubbie got hav sex last time alot not?
<*******> we used to do it 8 times a day
<*******> he was one hell of karmasutra god
[hotguy] u looking for sex here?
<*******> if the right one maybe but noone could be as super as my hubbie
[hotguy] wan to mit then fuck?
[hotguy] u got fuck 18 yr old b4?
<*******> ya. in my younger days.
[hotguy] happening nia
<*******> i miss my hubbie's papadums and dingdongs.
[hotguy] haha got name one
<*******> yes, cos he likes steamy sex. so i always used hot charcoal and burned his left ball particularly. it makes him feel gd. according to the karmasutra, its supposed to produce some kind of high feeling. i been burning guys. you want?
------- since he was "hotguy" i don't understand.. why didnt he continue talking after that line? I thought he'd like things to be HOT! ;p

Though it was about 5 to 6 years ago since i went to IRC...

Singapore sure got alot of horny guys

Anyway that blog is damn funny

read it!

My Cat is missing

2005-09-02T08:10:00.000+08:00

one of my cats is missing

he is not exactly cute
he is not exactly pretty too.

but he is a member of the family

CAT MISSING

My cat has been missing since Thursday night. It was last spotted on the 16th floor. It has the tendency to hide in people’s houses when it is frightened. I’m hoping that you may search your house to see if my cat is hiding in your house. If you spot him, pls contact me at this no. 98514185.

我的猫已失踪两天。最后一次出现在16楼的走廊。当它受到惊吓时，会躲进邻居的家中。如果发现它的踪影，请联络我。
I live at Blk 133 Geylang East Ave 1

there will be rewards given

at my own discretion hehe

the world of vulgarity

2005-09-02T00:50:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog

But somebody send me a file that is worth blogging hehe.

in Singapore there are 2 kind of vulgarity

There is the English Kind and the Hokkien mix mix Kind

One good example of the English Kind

KANEH NABEH CHAO CHEE BYE YOU FUCKING ANAL COCK SCREWER!

YOU ARE IN FUCKING DEEP SHIT AND I WILL MAKE SURE YOUR FUCKING ALTREV WILL BE FUCKING WADING IN A CESSPOOL WHEN I'M DONE SCREWING YOUR SO-CALLED COMPANY UP.

YES, I CAN FUCKING DO THAT EVEN IF I'M FIVE BLOODY PLANE HOURS AWAY!

The next one is my favourite
It just to show that the Banglas here is well verse with our vulgarity but nevertheless, we have the home ground advantage
pls right click on the link and save it
Singapore VS Bangladash=== 1 - 0

today is fix PC day

2005-08-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today quite tired ah

i help to set up 2 pcs today

anyway TOPMAN amex card got dicount, got a few shirts and sze sze and chin chin both got a cap.

tats all for today

Loving you

2005-08-27T01:03:00.000+08:00

Lovin' you is easy 'cause you're beautiful
Makin' love with you is all I want to do
Lovin' you is more than just a dream come true
Everything that I do is out of lovin' you

No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime

Lovin' you has made my life so beautiful
And every day of my life is filled with lovin' you
Lovin' you I see your soul come shining through
And every time that we ooooh I'm more in love with you

I will cane WHIP you!

2005-08-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

To my dearest:

This is my last chance to you
If u bully me again
I will ~~cane~~ whip you!

Like this

Oops that is a wrong demonstration
it should be like this

Dun expect me to pamper u like i did before
Dun expect me to give in to you like i did before
Dun expect me to buy you gifts like i did before
Dun expect me to be the old Mr Niceguy

U can only expect that
I will love you like I always will
I will protect you like I always will
I will help you to my very best like I always will

We will make this r/s work out.

remember har
if you naughty, i will really ~~cane~~ WHIP you...

------------------------------------------------------
to my readers, i hope there are still some left

i think some will really think i made a real bad move in going
back to the past.

I know some already tell me its a bad move.

But I do not wish to have any regrets.
Cause I still believe there are hope in this r/s.

Okay time to buy a good whip!

May I know the weather for the next 3 hours?

2005-08-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

May I know the weather for the next 3 hours?

That was the question i was posted as the prestigious Platinum Card customer called...

Oh, Im the weather Man now,

a few more weeks later and i might get

May I know the 4D results for today?

Next time they will ask

May I know what number is going to come up in the 1st prize the coming saturday.

Oh man, and she further ask for a specific area for the weather.

I am not like Zhu Ge Liang who can command the East Wind anytime loh...

Anyway my colleagues were all LAFFING AT ME LOH!!!

Okay, firstly we got no internet access, so internet is out
so i decided to step out of the office,went to ground floor and pray that it rains so the stupid bitch can stay at home..... I even dance the rain dance...

Anyway I realise that there is a easy way, which is calling at 65427788
or IF YOU got the internet unlike us in such a big organization....u can always go to
www.nea.gov.sg/metsin

The news is, Showers with thunder for the next 3 hours....

so stay in door, u stupid bitch

Anyway, Sat is another M session....

Yesh, another Mahjong session with Cherylyn (our new colleague hehe) nah, its Cheryl and Lyn and their BFs

anyway today sze hwei and Karan and me went bladinggggggg

It was freaking raining but nothing is going to stop me to blade

NOTHING even if it rain thunder...

Anyway, while waiting for the one who is late...
i went to Macdonald, i hear a familiar voice:
I want to talk to the manager now!

The Scenario: DP2CB VS MAC

Damn Pathetic 20 cents Bitch: " How come you are charging 10 cents for the curry sauce? "
Poor Gal: " We have already start charging for all outlets."
Damn Pathetic 20 cents Bitch: "Why is that the other outlets dun charged me? i want to talk the manager now!!"
...
Poor Manager: Hi How can I help you today?
and the same argument...
Damn Pathetic 20 cents Bitch: Now why is it that the other outlets do not charge me, do you know i know your manager for many years?
Poor Manager : "The other outlets are suppose to charge you. But this time round, I will not be charging you"

Haiz, for 20 cents....
Like wat people always say:
"Its not about money. Its a matter of principle."

anyway back to blading
Hey it was damn FUN!

though its my 1st time..., i can blade already lehhhhh
i genius or wat haha...
But i know still unstable, nvm, practise makes perfect
okay me and sze hwei would be getting our own blades this weekend

the the trio went shopping

actually only Sze Hwei wants to buy her food to cook for her dearest

and all 3 ends up buying one whole basket in the Basement of Paragon

STADA

2005-08-19T00:51:00.000+08:00

I went to STADA today

wah at 1st tot will be damn boring, but we went there to play fear factor leh

next time then say

lets admire all my cats

Chalet...SSS

2005-08-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

I have been to 3 chalets this past few weeks

1st chalet---Karen's Birthday....
----------------------
Okay i know the cake is abit small, but we only have 6 person and 1 dog
and the poor dog cant eat the cake....poor snufflesss

Me
Mandy---the exposer
Karen---the birthday gal
Nikki---the vulgar gal
Sze Hwei---the happy gal
P**N*t------Mystery guy....
Snuffle---the lazy dog

2nd and 3rd chalet
Scenario about the same
Main topic only one
---Gambling---- hehehe

Humiliation?

2005-08-16T07:52:00.000+08:00

i posted what i feel
i posted how i feel

it was never meant to put anyone down
it was not even meant to humiliate u

though i cant give u sparks or even thunder in this r/s like when we started out
over the years
i gave u stability
i gave u security
i gave u your wants

betrayal or not
it no longer matters actually

the period of the separation was the worst period of my life
and u did it for the sake of your sparks

after the talk with jamie
i know u wanted the sparks
i wanted to give u the sparks again
i asked u which floor is your office on harbourfront
i asked which floor is your office on suntec
irregardless of whether there is any betrayal

the cigerrates triggered it
the circle of trust is broken

the hurt during the separation is irrepariable
and u did nothing to make it better
u just make it worst

the wound got bigger
and my heart died

i want to be fill with hatred and anger but

2005-08-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

i wanted to be fill with hatred and anger but

why do i feel so sad
so sad
so sad

I will survive this and become stronger

2005-08-14T05:01:00.000+08:00

a person who do not care less about yr finance
even after you explained yr situation, she would demand this and that to be done by when even to the extent of borrowing from other people

a person who make sure u keep yr promise irregardless of what unexpected had happened

a person who dump u aside and say she want to rethink the r/s but all she does is to go pubbing and clubbing and do nothing else

a person who use to cry her heart out as i could no longer stand her rubbish when i initate a break up
but now, she couldnt care less at all

a person who used to demand that I had to stick to her for all days in week and give up all my friends and now, because she has her own friends after 5 years of r/s, she says to tell me to find my own friends.

a person who only cares about herself and only look for you when she needs you

a person who demanded that she only wants to live in a condo even after explaining that its not very possible

a person who longer puts u in priority anymore or even care how you feel

a person who will never sacriface anything for a person who has sacriface everything for her

See Sze Hwei said, what cant kill you only makes you stronger
Vit said, be a better child to your parents, a better pal to your friends, a better colleague - there are lots more people around you who still care

I soemtimes ask why must I go through all the unfair things in this world?

and this i wat miss Teng said
It made me learn to wipe my tears, get up, realize i have my frenz n family, realize life is more than having someone to love.

and i guess many have said in FP.

But ^Juan^ replied truly hits the spot

From Juan:
My guess is that she knows you all too well. That no matter what she does...you will forgive her. And by forgiving her this time...highly likely she will take you even more for granted...since she know...betrayal...you also can forgive.

I may be wrong...but my guess is that she doesn't love you as much as you love her...or even...she does not love you as much as she did before. And she is keeping her options open...and likely finding someone better than you (since she say she wanna live in condo and you ain't able to provide her with it). She's likely to hang on here until she find her next long term ticket. I hope I'm wrong at this...but...my sixth sense tells me that her love have faded...little by little.

I do not know what has changed her...but...a long term relationship faces alot of difficulties. Perhaps you didn't realise that each other's values have changed...or perhaps...even if you have realised and the signs were there...but you chose to ignore them.

Actually...by permitting her to do all those stated above...you have already let her took control of the relationship. And with control...seems like she ain't putting it to a positive usage...but instead abusing it. Abusing ur willingness to sacrifice for her.

If she really loved you and care for you...she won't have hurt you in the first place. Cos any gal which cherish a 5 yr relationship (imagine putting 5 yrs of a gal's youth in a relationship) won't risk doing any harm to it by a betrayal.

I'm a person who is in a 6 and a half yr relationship...and I would never have done any of the above to the person I love. And I even feel thankful for him putting me in priority and sacrificing alot of time he could have spent with his friends. Even if I knew more friends...I won't neglect him and ask him to go find more friends. And if my SO finance got problems...having been together for so long...all the more I should understand him and stand by him.

Obviously ur gal is no longer steadfast in the relationship...and I'm not sure if ur persistence in this relationship is gonna pay off.

I know it's difficult to let go a relationship which you have become so used to...and having to sacrifice so much for. But...if she doesn't change and put in the effort to make the relationship work...you're just gonna get disappointed and get hurt by her again and again. And...you won't know...if she's still with you cos she love you? Cos she knows you are willing to sacrifice for her? Cos she hasn't found a better long term ticket than you at the moment? You won't know...if one fine day...someone better comes along...would she be all ready to move on to a new relationship...leaving you with nothing but heart breaks.

You dun have to make a decision right now...but seriously give it a good thought. Whether it's worth it. You've already given up enough for her. All giving and no taking is unhealthy in a relationship...and seems like...you have given too much till you've spoilt her.

I still think...a man should show his gal who is the boss at times. Of cos...I dun mean beating her or what but letting her know that you ain't one who can be taken for granted for...especially when you are obviously being "ill treated" by her mentally...and perhaps...physcially?

i finally make the final step

2005-08-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

Hi folks

thats it for today

Ransom

2005-08-09T10:33:00.000+08:00

Mr Snuffles is in my hands,
u help me take my G2000 shopping bag that i have left in the chalet
or else we would have some hotdogs with cheese

anyway here is a funny ransom note script, copy my ransom note and paste it in the
message box

Mark and Spencer...

2005-08-08T12:15:00.000+08:00

Hey, i finally see my Mark and Spencer Despo friend in MSN.

If u are talking about crazy fans of Jay Chou, or 5566 or even Hello Kitty, but Mark and Spencer?

this friend minlee, is a crazy fan of Mark and Spencer's groceries.
~~Buscuits~~ Digestive Buscuits, jam, honey.... and dunno wat lah

and of course, her craze for it wouldnt stop her even if she will be in Korea for 6 months plus

Despite the fact she brought alot of M and S supplies, she is still looking for the Korea brand Mark and Spencer...

and she damn heng loh, the 1st mark and spencer she go, is no longer there...

haiz how i wished i can go overseas studies

i even give up living in hostel when i have the chance

Damn

well, no point crying over spilled and soured milk

yeahhh i M again today.

yuppieee

see ya soon

No vision ..... No future.......go back the past....

2005-08-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

Someone

Okay

The one told me NO vision = No Future = Go back to the past.

the "go back to the past" was rather interesting

does going back to the past neccessarily means that its a move with no vision...

hmm

as good horse dun eat old past grass
好馬不吃回頭草

well, i guess it cant be more true.

anyway, i dun intend to go deep into some philosophy.

BUT i was with some pretty beings this sunday morning.
Clarice is so cute!!!
and when she said she is a child care teacher, OH God, i dun remember i have such a cute child care teacher.

Can the students even concentrate....i noe they are only 4 years old but still...

But she is short loh, hmm as tall as micheal, but im not implying micheal is short lah.

anyway Micheal wunt be reading this... haha

But god is fair wan lah, u are short, but u are damn freaking cute and pretty and damn feminie.

Back to child care centre

i think i didnt even go to chid care centre cause i was so damn ~~fucking &@^$@&^%$@&^%&@~~ obedient.

Okay maybe i wasnt that obedient, all i did was just play with 999 (at least i didnt call 1800 1111111 ) and throw things from the 12 floor floor

the things i throw wasnt worth mentioning, just some plates and spoons and ~~knives~~

Big Dick?

2005-08-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

Hey

im not perverted and im not onto dicks but i really got to blog this article

Its damn freaking funny!!!!!!!!!!!

Im runninng out of time as I gonna ciao soon, anyway i would love to got to Japan to witness this.....not to experience, just to see only.

Enjoy the below article.........

My Kids Are Perverted

Ok, so I'm an assisstant teacher in three Japanese middle schools. The grade levels are ichinensei, ninensei, and sannensei. Translated this just means "1st years", "2nd years", and "3rd years", and it's equivalent to American 7-9th grades. So the kids are about 12-15 years old.

For the ichinensei, they JUST started learning English. So this means they know nothing. Well, they know "Good Morning" and "I go to school by bike", but that's about it. Some of them don't even know that. It's not a bad thing, try to think about how much Spanish/French/German you knew after 3 years of it in High School. I took HS Spanish for 3 years and all I took out of it was "Yo quiero taco bell". My apologies to Mrs. Gonzalez, Ms. Kuchinski, and Mrs. Mach.

You know what's kind of funny though? Some kids can't say "Good morning", but damn near all of them can ask if I have a big dick. Or, "bigu dikku" in Engrish.

Y'see, Japan's an island no bigger than California, where everything is filtered. There are so few foreigners here, their only impressions of things outside of Japan comes from the media. And to be honest, they don't really give a damn about anything other than America. So yeah, try to imagine a country where the perceptions of you are created by your movies, music, and MTV. And when you stop crying and shaking at the sheer horror of that thought, I'll be here waiting.

....Okay? Ok. So anyway, the whole "black men have big dicks" stereotype stretches far and wide, even to the nation's 12 year olds. Part of why I'm here is not just to kind of sort of help teach English, but to "broaden cultural perceptions". Break stereotypes, challenge preconcieved notions, all that jazz. That's good and all, but this is one stereotype I think I'm just gonna let slide.

So anyway, I get asked "bigu dikku" A LOT. Every 2-3 days in fact, which is amazing considering I got asked this question about 2-3 times *in my entire life* in America. Locker room jokes aside. How do you answer that anyway? To a 12-15 year old? I wave them off and say "No no no." Then they say "Oh, sumaru dikku?" (trans. "Small dick?") and OF COURSE that's wrong so I have to correct them. It's just a no-win stiuation.

On the days I'm avoiding them asking me that, I'm avoiding them actually trying to grab it. I shit you not, I have to play Dodgedick with Japanese Jr. High kids on a weekly basis. Boys and girls! Age, gender, doesn't matter, they all want a stab at it. The boys are actually more persistant though. I had one boy grab for it, and when I said "No!" he put his hands together and, in English, said "Please!" Oh hell no. I was sitting next to a 12-year old boy who kept grabbing at it, and when I told him "No!" he asked "Why not?" I wondered if there weren't some cultural bounds I wasn't understsanding, so I said clearly "age 10 years and become female since birth, then we'll talk." His solution was to ask the girl sitting next to him to trade seats, grab my dick, and tell him about it.

That is so NOT what I meant.

I wish I could say it stops there, but actually, it gets worse. Let me introduce you to a game Japanese kids like to play called "Kancho."

Actually, it's not so much a "game" as it is kids clasping their hands together, sticking out their first fingers, and shoving them up your butt. I'm really not joking.

You know, before we come to Japan, they tell us a lot of ultimately useless stuff. What kind of computer to bring, if our DVD's will work, clothing sizes, that kind of nonsense. Nowhere, and I mean nowhere, in the 3-4 months of orientations did anyone ever mention that at some point, a Japanese kid may try to stick their fingers up our butt. That's something I would have liked to know, personally.

It's called Kancho, and just about any kid can be a Kancho Assassin. Even the sweetest little girl may be prone to jam her fingers up your ass the second you turn around. This happened to one of my friends, which just goes to show - don't trust anyone. I'd say the little girls are the most dangerous cause they have natural ways of lowering your defenses.

I was pretty lucky. Before I came, I bought a really big, really baggy pair of pants. The kids try to Kancho...but they just have no idea where my ass is! It's beautiful! I had one kid try and find his fingers hit nothing but jean fabric and air. Yes! But I've actually gotten pretty good at dodging it, much like Spider-man I have developed a Kancho Sense that tells me where and when it's coming before it comes. I parry fingers like a pro. My record is still 100% Kancho Free. Ha! America 2, Japan 0.

All in a day's work I suppose.

U say leh?

2005-08-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

U say leh is a senstive phrase to me.

It used to be, a very sacarstic, angry, initmidating, unreasonable phrase.

the good old days of asking what bag you wan to use today, and answered with sacarcism is finally gone.

well, I got i a few days ago, and I got i again.

Yeahhhhhhhhhhh

from the same company somemore...

i hope my i will be successful.

U will noe, what is i, its wat alot of people in my company is hoping for after every saturday.

oh f@#&#*&@^%*@k, i lost again.

I think I pissed someone off, with my super guarding, but of course its not on purpose.

Eventually only I and her lost loh sianzzzzzzzzzzz

Im still quite shock that pple will give up zhi mo 4 tai to gao 5 tai.....

this is the mahjong world....

there is more to come ahhaha

anyway sorina, micheal, elias, frank and i, 4 dbs and 1 M1 having supper and listen to sorina bitching about his favourite person.

Honestly, never offend your boss, or its time for a new job...

okie gtg see ya

what does M stands for?

2005-07-28T03:00:00.000+08:00

M stands for mahjong, (though it also stand for my Favourite MC) and I have consecutively played and lost all rounds of mahjong, this i must thank Jason for reminding me, cause i only play for entertainment.

But for that, I will win next time i go Jason place, or else I wunt leave his house.

AND NEXT TIME, no more food from Sorina. I will eat my own.

The Damn Shag face after yesterday nite of mahjong and still dun wan to sleep

The Damn Hungry face when u lose Mahjong and did not eat dinner....

Anyway i got 2 buyers now for my phone plus tonnes of free gifts

okie i need to sleep

here is song for the day

One Last Cry

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I goota put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down, I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...

我在做simi sai

2005-07-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

我不明白為色么 i cant find the chinese word "se", now i have to use 色。shit! 不要緊，我還是會努力的。我覺得我會用很多時間. 我只是想說雖然我傷心了一正子, 我很高興我走過這一段, 我想這就是人生。

童话般的爱情？？？真的有童话般的爱情吗？雖然這五年我並沒有童話般的愛情，但我懂色么是爱情。我已經發現我不要這樣的愛情了。這五年我太辛苦，太辛苦了。我真是撐太久了。其實我。。我还在旁望這色么，我想是多餘的。有些東西，有就是有，沒有就是沒有。

童话
忘了有多久　

再沒聽到妳　

對我說妳最愛的故事

我想了很久　

我開始慌了

　是不是我又做錯了什麼

妳哭著對我說

　童話裡都是騙人的

　我不可能是妳的王子

也許妳不會懂

　從妳說愛我以後

　我的天空

　星星都亮了

我願變成童話裡

　妳愛的那個天使

　張開雙手變成翅膀守護妳

妳要相信

　相信我們會像童話故事裡

　幸福和快樂是結局

我要變成童話裡

　妳愛的那個天使

　張開雙手變成翅膀守護妳

妳要相信

　相信我們會像童話故事裡

　幸福和快樂是結局

我會變成童話裡

　妳愛的那個天使

　張開雙手變成翅膀守護妳

妳要相信

　相信我們會像童話故事裡

　幸福和快樂是結局一起寫我們的結局

How to use souting.com

2005-07-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

Imagine that you select the singer, this example is using zhuo jie lun. So after clicking on the singer, you will come to this page

Then lets select the 1st one, which is the latest album.

Then you will see this.
Next we choose the song we want to download, then you click on the song, then you will come to this page

This page looks like its only for previewing, but if you would to read the chinese, there is xia zhai dian which 2 of my colleagues still cant figure out.

If u look carefully, there are 2 stretch of numbers one above the player, one below the player.

The bottom layer is for you to dowmload.

You have to right click on any of the number, then save target as.... u know wat

okiee, tats all folks

No free lamb...

2005-07-25T11:11:00.000+08:00

Okie

i was refering to free lamborghini watch.

NO free lamb okay...

if u really wan the lamb, i will go market buy for you.

must tell me u want the thigh meat or the leany meat when u sms me.

till now then i realise there is this add photo function in blogspot.

Guess my photobucket can rest a while.

Today i will show some pics of the laziest creature in my household

Pls dun suspect its me, i quite hardworking wan.
Im those who will stay till the wee hours dunno do what and wake up at 8 am.

This wang wang, this is his daily routine for the whole day....

okie might be back to post, cause im off today.

Now time to send some resumes!!

hehe

Cheers

Cheap Sale of Nokia 7200 with free lamb

2005-07-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

Cheap 7200 for only $250 and it comes with free lamborghini watch

anyone interested call me at joe 98514185

OH I spend again!!!

2005-07-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

OMG Fuck

I went shopping again!!!
spend 100 over dollars on Espirt.

Amex card got 15% discount!!

oh how stupid can i get, i fall into their trap, and i was about to get a very nice bag for 80 bucks after discount will be about $64. I must RENNNN

and I wasnt suppose to buy loh, cause I didnt want to shop initally...

and their charge slip very cute, will have the esprit design at the side

anyway went over more than 5 esprits with a "good oil" concious friend, to look for a esprit sunglasses for her trip to korea for 6 months. So envy though only her lodging is paid for...

Location went:
FORUM THE SHOPPING MALL
LIAT TOWER
MANDARIN SHOPPING CENTRE
RAFFLES CITY SHOPPING CENTRE
SUNTEC CITY
WISMA ATRIA

All dunt have stock!!!!

only left
GREAT WORLD CITY SHOPPING MALL
HARBOURFRONT CENTRE

may the buddda pray for her.

And yesterday nite was suppose to go Balaclava wan loh

All back out, so sian...

I even went back to office to join those idiots.
Luckily we went to Cavana at East Coast to chill.

anyway it was a great night.

There would be more revamping on the site, still thinking should i go for the frame style or the current style.

I realise alot of blogs are going for the more clicks style
like the one for hazel

2 more days to pay day yeahhhhhhhhhhh

I am stupid?

2005-07-23T03:05:00.000+08:00

I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?
I am stupid?

at least 2 people thinks I am stupid..

But one say, I am just Me.

Im glad to hear that.

Anyway I added music in.
spend at least 1 hour doing that...

converting mp3 to wma
reducing size
writing the html in angelfire
uploading the songs
...

The song you are hearing is liang ke ren de xin fu
2 people's happiness in cantonese by GIGI Leung
I have also put the chinese version there too.

still figuring wat is wrong with the random selection...

i guess its time to sleep

I M IT yesterday

2005-07-21T08:24:00.000+08:00

OH yeah

I had to M yesterday.

Because i was having serious throat infection....
i guess it sounds much much more serious than sore throat

and my eyes were hurting quite badly, though it was not very red and i havent been wearing contacts for a week already...

But Doc says nothing is wrong with my eyes.

Ran dao .... Ran dao... im going to be like Zhu Ying Tai.....
im not going to say, u will noe what i am saying if you watch liang zhu.

Have been to a series of consecutive mahjong sessions

its been a long while since I play mahjong without someone.
Haha, somehow the burden is lesser.

Well, she isnt those who will sit silently behind you and watch you play.
And of course, all loses I absorbed, all winnings shared, but not much winning lah
since our mahjong skills are not that good either

Plus the mid night cab fares..., the chance of a profit is near to 0%.

anyway i did not win, but i did have fun.

Mahjong is all about enjoying the game, not winnning money.

I love mahjong!!

some updates about my blog layout.

will be uploading more muisc to my blog soon, if I have got the time.
the recent series of gambling and animae watching (Prince of tennis and Naruto) have cause my alot of time.

Naruto is like revision, but im going to finish it soon.

Animae watching got to stop. Its taking away nearly all my time.

I need to start sending resumes furiously like what i did in the past for someone.

haiz, i never find the strength to do it for me, i have become more slack and slack.

my past wrtitings have been a bit tense.
Its time to change.

Okie Pokie.
Im gonna eat breakfast and have my revision on Naruto.

see ya

Did u know.....

2005-07-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

do you know, i am always worried for you
do you know, i always treasure you
do you know, i am very sensitve to your needs
do you know, i always want to give you the best that i could
do you know, i always ready to give up anything for you
do you know, i always say yes to you
do you know, i really want to be with you
do you know, i am always sad for you, when you are sad
do you know, i am always happy for you, when you are happy
do you know, i always think for you
do you know, i always give in to you
do you know, i love you

but did you ever treasure me?
but did you ever pay attention to me?
but did you ever do anything for me?
but did you ever know how i feel?
but did you ever know that you hurt me time after time?
but did you ever realise the effort i put in?
but did you ever know how much i sacriface?
but did you ever know i was struggling?
but did you ever know i was facing difficulties?
but did you ever know i was sad?

I do not love by choosing the perfect person,
but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

But i could no longer see perfectly anymore.

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Lyrics:

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probably let you know
With everything that i spent with you
And i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

Freedom?

2005-07-15T08:40:00.000+08:00

you can have all the freedom

I will not bother anymore

thats all for today folks

Who am I?

2005-07-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

Lost...

Disappointed...

Sad...

i dunno what to type

cause no words could explain how i feel

no matter how hard i try, things will no longer be the same again

the trust is lost and i do not know when i will get it back

Who am I really to her?

Today I met a chio gal for dinner

2005-07-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Janice was quiet through out the night, and not that the dinner was not to her liking, but something was wrong.

Janice asked whether he can stay.
the immediate reply in a split second was no.

Janice would have say yes if it was her.

Janice keep drinking the tea not because the tea was damn nice, but she had to drink something hot to keep her mouth from trembling and tears from flowing.

whether it was tears of happiness or tears of sadness, Janice do not know.

though she knows its better to know nothing than to know all, its saddening to her cause at least she knows half...

for all she knows, a simple sorry would not cure her heart, even if
he brings the moon down, her heart is no longer complete.

What janice has gone through, he will not know and he will never know.

Though Janice do not wish to end this, there were no ways to find her broken pieces of heart.

Cause there are no helping hands at all, and no one would help her find, not even he, at least for now because his trip and friends and colleagues are more important and its very significant.

Janice expected the answer no, though deep down inside, that was not wat she want.
Janice rather she didnt know anything...

and Janice decided that she no longer want to bother anything abt him, anything, to Janice, he has became a stranger.

and till now, he still has not prove how much he love Janice, only words no action...

Initial Layout: Stage 1

2005-07-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

Finally i started on my new layout.

will post more when its finished...

Would be revamping the site

2005-06-24T02:17:00.000+08:00

Maybe, since i got alot of time now

anyway i have change background liao, but i think i will scout for better ones

will be watching Initial D the movie

I hope its as good as the animae

and things have slightly improved as i still find out that i still have friends out there.

Though they do not say much, i know they have been reading this site, as I have plant a tracker in this site, hehehe such that I can roughly know who is reading.

Life still as great but was quite guility of the past 2 nights supper, one at 85 Bedok and one at Simpang Bedok, well, the mushroom cheese prata is very nice... makes me hungry again....

i think i better sleep liao

the following 3 are very great prints
I like the vanity very much

Eye infection....

2005-06-22T02:19:00.000+08:00

wah sian, got eye infection and i didnt know.

Quite strange leh, cause i didnt feel a thing

but it was all red so mus be lah

haiz, cannot take MC cause this month already take one liao, not nice lah
somemore i got freaking 60 over cases to look into.....

tomorrow need to OT myself liao

Anyway everyone is so panicky due to the Mastercard Data Thieves incident
if u do not know, read below
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Thousands of S'pore credit cards may be at risk

SINGAPORE) Ten thousand holders of Singapore-issued MasterCards may have had their names, bank details and account numbers accessed by a snooper.

Sign of trouble: The breach occurred at CardSystems Solutions, a third-party processor in the US
The Singapore cards are part of a worldwide potential fraud involving more than 40 million accounts, MasterCard International said yesterday.

On Saturday, MasterCard said it was notifying member financial institutions of a breach of payment card data, which potentially exposed more than 40 million cards of all brands to fraud.

Of the 40 million, 13.9 million were MasterCard-brand cards.

About 0.07 per cent, or 10,000, of the cards were issued in Singapore.

The security breach occurred at CardSystems Solutions - a third-party processor of payment card data.

Third-party processors process transactions on behalf of financial institutions and merchants.

Tim Morris, MasterCard's regional head of security and risk management, said that digital forensic investigations have identified that globally, 68,000 MasterCard accounts have definitely been stolen out of the 13.9 million initially identified as being at risk.

MasterCard was unable to provide details on the percentage of the compromised cards that are Singapore-issued.

Mr Morris added that the company had supplied issuing banks in Singapore with details of the accounts at risk.

The banks are now investigating to determine which accounts have been affected.

MasterCard was quick to insist that even with those cards that have definitely been compromised, it cannot be assumed that illicit transactions have been made.

'While the breach of payment card data has been reported, this does not, however, imply that the cards have been used for fraudulent transactions,' said TV Seshadri, MasterCard's country manager for Singapore.

There are about 1.77 million MasterCards in circulation in Singapore

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Ok, no need to call the bank, the bank will call u if you are one of the "lucky" card holder

That was a great nite at BALACLAVA !!

2005-06-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

Thanks my friend

was watching Ah FU

2005-06-18T02:16:00.000+08:00

AH FU aka as Lee Ming Sun in the 9pm series is quite interesting

reminds me of forest gump

anyway there is this quote i remember

the partner that u have been in courtship for 10 years would not necessary be yr wife
the partner that u have know for a few days could just be your next life partner.

i would remind myself of this quote constantly.

Picture for today

Damage today: $79 for a stylo pants

will put up next time

im sick

2005-06-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

as per subject, i think i need a mc

im feeling like shit now
of course i dun mean i smell like shit lah ok

today kanna 2 complaint
win liao haizz

looks like its gonna increase

despite of fever, i still ran quite a fair bit, ran for 1 hour 30 mins steady rite...
i was hoping it rain, it was damn humid.

but it didnt.

I was thinking maybe the rain could cool me down, if only it rains...

anyway i was cleaning up my files in my hard disk
wat a mess!!!!

well as usual, no big deal, just delete loh

then i saw this as i browse through the photos

reminds me of the 1st phone i bought for her

cause her 1st phone, i only sponsor half which was a 3310

anyway both phones were sold...
but i would never forget how she like the 8850

it was damn classy at that yr 200? hmm i guess should be yr 2001?

i guess nobody cares anymore

its gonna be another sian day at work

2005-06-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

its 930 now but im not late

hey people, thats because im on the idiotic staggering shift...

1 more hour before work starts

no stupid customers
no unreasonable customers
no stupid and unreasonable customers

thats the prayers for today

10 more days to payday.
hweh, its more than a week and im counting now

yesterday i had a long boliao talk with one of my long lost friend
nah, she didnt call me, it just happen she is online
she is one of the rare people i met years ago through IRC
yeah, and probably IRC is the main culprit for my poor mood now.
which means that any customers that try to irritate me is going to get it from me.
Strictly no waiver hehe

which reminds me that i had to help her ask about the travellers cheque

receive a msg around 315am, its just ready and it will be in your mailbox

here are the pics i promise to my prettier chio bu god sis compared to her partner in her msn pics.

my chio bu god sis pic

haha, must be thinking of some stupid shit

here is just ONE of my new shirt, too bad no discount, shall not reveal the price, can go topman check it out...

yup, still bad mood, so customers dun irritate me okay, compliment me and i give u more tips on how to better use yr money hehehe

and guess wat

i am going to be lateeee

see ya

today is boliao day

2005-06-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

i went to shop all alone.....

so pathetic......

all my long lost friends, pls call me okay....98514185 hehhe

anyway shopping wasnt very fruitful.

Never got anything as a matter of fact, the previous post i was actually refering to the Sunday's boliao shopping trip

damage was 300 plus

today the damage is near to zero leh, only eat the taiwan mian xian

been wanting to go Zouk, u know mambo nite lehh

but tmr working will be damn xiong for me.

But i actually dun care wan, just talk monotonously to customers loh ehehe

most probably the selfish brenda should be there mamboing
nevertheless, i must get my old life back

tommorow aiming to create at least a damage of $300 again

yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i love shopping finally without any form of restraining

no more thinking, no more holding back, no more scrimping and saving for someone

i must plan this friday partying leh, cause not alot of people that i know left to party with me....

i feel so sad for myself....joking

worse come to worst, nvm i can party alone

maybe might have some yan yu.... hehe

Shopping was great

2005-06-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

OKay

i done alot of shopping these few days

will show u wat i bought soon, but tired lah

will post

mostly form topman

cheers

the meaning of selfish

2005-06-14T09:49:00.000+08:00

For once, i truly understand what is the meaning of selfish.

i also know why they say nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai.

For a very long time, i asked what it means to be bad?
U mean i should ill treat my gf so that she would love me even more....

Nah, thats not the answer

but somehow the answer is near to that but i realised it only now.

If you put yr gf on 1st priority and always give in, u would be taken for granted.
But the real issue is not that you would be taken for granted cause thats not a very big issue to me...i could really stretch myself. I breaks

The worst issue is that all along, has she noticed you. Was i ever in 1st priority?
or even 2nd priority? or even the 3rd priority. I wouldnt know.

And the worst worst issue is that you no longer gets the chance to put her in priority.

maybe its my 1st relationship, still newbie u know
but i thought the more i give, the more i love, it doesnt matter if i dun take in anything

i finally realise taking in is very important

so she finally gets sick of the giving in, and she needs new life around her, everyone except the guy that sticks around her for the past years

so this guy is given the mission to find new friends.....

what about my old friends?

i really wonder how yr old friends would react if the scenario is always like this.

Monday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

Tuesday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

Wednesday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

Thursday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

Friday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

Saturday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

Sunday
Friends: come out leh
Guy: got to acompany GF lah

oh well
the good old friends would no longer be your good old friends

Hey i need new friends
can u be my friend?

call me, sms me, mms me, msn me
i will entertain you as long as im not working

my final reply

2005-04-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

yr most miserable time maybe your marketing paper or yr dbs job or even yr quarrel with yr mum but my most misearble time is now, why did u still doubt my efforts to keep this r/s going? i dun mind u not giving me any present or aprpeaciting me or not beliving me when i was really sick or made me do household chores or the way u made me run all overspore or the way u made me buy gifts or the way u made me spend all my time and money on u or even broke my dream of u going to my convocation but when u doubt my effort into giving u a better life or even doubt my effort into imporving myself for u, u have totally broken my heart, i convince myself its not true but i realise for the past 5 years i have still not becaome wat u wanted, im tired ni cant fulfilled yr dreams.. I have acepted teh way u are since the beginning of the r/s n i have been contsantly changing to accomodate u n i do not have any expectation of u, all i ask is that u love me for wat i am, u have fulfiled my expectation but i will never be able to keep up to yr expecatations....

why?

2005-04-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

it was a sad day for Jack.

if somebody quarrel with u over something, then suddenly ask for a period of separation, and the reason got nothing to do with the quarrel.......

the reason is that
she want to use this period to think over this r/s and advise jack that he should be thinking about what she always wanted to he to achieved in life. And not dwell on why she is doing this to him....

she even claims that Jack only know how to buy presents, to beg for forgiveness and calling her friends to help out.

She claims she wants a bf who wants goals and achievement in life....

she even claims that he is contented with life n gave up things because i cant face failure and brush the topic off with excuses like no time and no money....

and she hopes that it would be nice to him driving in his father's car.......

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He really dunno wat to say....
All the while, he buys the presents to make her happy because thats what she asked for, and definintely not to beg for forgiveness.
If both parties dun give in, then who gives in?
He was naively thinking as long as i give in, the quarrel will be over, and she should realise its her fault........till date.... 5 years and the situation is still the same....
And he is glad to call his friend who have given him valueable advices....

and he totally cannot stand that when she claims that he is contented with life n gave up things.........

He was never contented.....but the fact its that i got no time and money.
for 5 years, errands was endless, trouble is always brewing, money was never saved...

even till date haha i got only around 50 dollars, and i have lived for 26 years
with income reaching 2.5 a month....with debts too.....

and the only failure i have is failing my driving test and knowing her......

He wanted to ask her,
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her studies....
why didnt u say this when u are facing problem with her job...
all along the 5 years, he was the one supporting her all the way.
no matter in studies or finding the perfect job...........
why did u only say this, when u have finally graduated and find a job of yr dreams, and suddenly realise yr bf is still not good enough....
why?

all along its only on what she wanted

i was never in the picture......
till today i realise i was never in her picture....

though i was sad, i refused to drop a tear again.......

the story of SWS

2005-04-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

i believe most have watch "see left turn see right turn", but this got nothing to do with it.

instead of using a name, i shall call this guy SWS, a good friend of mine.

Today was a sad day for him, he couldnt do his work at all. he got scolded by customer as he cant concentrate. he went to the toilet a couple of times and i saw his tears drop on one occasion, i asked him, got nasty customer? Nah, he say, he got r/s problem.

he wouldnt say, so i didnt probe.

But he never go out for lunch at all, just siting at the pantry staring at his hp.
i saw his tears drop again.

this time, i just sit beside him, maybe i very kpo, but i was concerned.

his gf wanted to take a break and stop seeing him for a while.

well, its no big deal, since its not a break up.
He told me, that her gf is already something that cannot be excluded out of his life.
Its like his own hands or legs, if he dun see her, he cant function...

.............
till the end of the day, we meet for kopi in the evening though i could see that he
is in no mood.

They had a big quarrel last week, both were hurt, he scream at her, and left out of the door, vowed never to see her again.

she also did something terrible to him, that make him walk all the way home from her house to his house.

He told me he went to her gf house just now, to help her record something. I tot, har? u all patched already? no, it was just something he wanted to do for her as he had promised her.

then he told me he jogged all the way back, crying...
he told his tears dropped every where, in the bus, in the interchange, he tot if he were to excercise, he would stop crying, but he was wrong.

Somehow i suspected he use jogging as a excuse to cry cause i believe he dun wan his parents to know.

tears dropped again.

i shant disturb him anymore

The Kathib Incident

2005-04-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I recall this, recently I have been thinking alot.

This incident is because my gf scared that her cheque would be lost in the mail.

okay

it all started when she got this temp job from addeco, i think should be addeco, and they pay by cheque. Thanks to her mistrust of the Singapore Post, I had to be the courier.

Weeee, it was a long trip, from Aljunied till Kathib, i think it takes 40 min to reach and another 40 mins to come back.....

Thats it for the kathib incident,
i never like kathib after this... hehehe

3 days...

2005-04-16T11:40:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days since WS saw WT.
WS does not know wat to expect. To continue to walk this path or not. WS is so sad so sad so sad so sad. If WS is sad, will WT be as sad? Does WT knows that WS is sad?

WS have done many crazy things for WT. If this is love, then does WT know wat is love?

I have been asking myself wat is love?
Is it to always compromise?
Is it to always overlook yr partner's weakness and only notice yr partner's strength?
Is it to always give in?
Is it ............................................

why does it have to be so complicated when it can be simple?

If WS does not let WT knows that he is sad, does it mean that WT will never know?

James and Betty

2005-04-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

I have been telling alot of sad stories

and i can tell u the next one is even worse

it was a simple quarrel which turn out to be damn complicated.

James was supposed to record some shows for Betty, but it turns out that
James was not able to record them as his own familes are recording other shows at the same time.

James thought he was clever to offer to buy Betty a vcr and dvd combo as Betty had to watch vcd in the laptop and the screen is so small.

the quarrel began on why the show cant be recorded in his family and had to buy a player to do that.

james totally was held back and wonder what in the hell that she was so pissed off.
She even went to the fact that james family is more important than her.

james dunno wat logic is this?? But from wat i know, if a women got some logic, she isnt women. I heard that Betty is always like this, always so petty, just like what i will say.... "as petty as a betty". She is always spotting on small details and mistake and would keep on dig and dig on it.

Of course, james blew up, the intention of a gift became a quarrel.

James can no longer stand it and walk out of the house.
Betty would just keep scolding and scolding and scolding. Betty insist that James return her all her money. But i can tell u James is quite well off, and there is no way James could owe her money because James only buy things for her gf.

it turns out that James is damn broke and over the years of relationship, he would promise that he would fork out this amt for that gift and that amount for that makeup, and it just accumulate to 2000 over.

The funny thing is that his gf's gift just gets better but the debts didnt get smaller. James has been working for more than a year, but u would be surprise that he only have 60 over dollars in his account.

the next tragic thing that happen was after he angrily walked home, his gf kept calling and smsing, threatening him.......James refused to picked till when his gf say that her eyes were in pain.

James was worried and caller her back but it turn out to be another trashing incident where his gf just keep on screaming.

Finally 30 mins later, Betty sms to say that she need help as she had forgotten to take her medcine out while she is on her way to work. james didnt say a single word and went to her house to get the medcine, but as there is no one at home, James offer to go to her office to get her keys then back to her house to get her med then back to her office, i can tell u the location is east vs west. Betty said that it would be too long and she say that she would go and buy the medicine.

James decided to buy the vcr / dvd player even though he is damn pissed and was boarding the bus to realise that his transitlink card got no giro to deduct.

it was strange because he knew he still have 60 plus.
it turn out that her gf have transfered everything out of his savings acct through internet banking

i can tell u, James is not angry. I would say he is more say than angry. and Betty returned his money after deducting the medicine money ( har???).

and even demanded that James apologized and want to see the player in her house by today.

James couldnt take it and just walked home, it was an hour walk.
and the heaven dun even pity him and it rained.

James swallowed in all his tears.

u know, if u were to ask me, love is a terrible thing....

Briana and Jacky....

2005-03-26T22:35:00.000+08:00

Today i met my friend, Jacky.

Before i could even say a word, he ask me, "U know wat is the worst form of abuse?"

And before i could even react, he told me its verbal abuse.

his gf scream at him: U only care about yourself and your money!!

I guess thats the last thing he ever want to hear.

Reason: This Jacky guy is nuts.

Throughout his relationship, he has always been the richer one, with more pocket money than all of us, not to mention his GF. But ironically, he is the one who is always the poorest.

the way they go out and spend money is atrocious, restaraunts, taxis, branded goods...

Jacky even have to repay money back to his gf, and he had to make small notes on how much he ower her, and most of the time,he borrowed because not he want to buy something for himself BUT because he need to spend on her.

Well, i guess Jacky is just trying his best to be good and generous bf.

Well, he thought that maybe when they graduate, things would turn out better.

No was the expected answer.

The situation continues, and the oweing amt just roll and roll, u know like finance charges, and it rolled to a 4 digit amt.

Well, his gf never force him to return it all, but anyway there is not way that he could repay her at all.

Every month, he would spend cleanly, till 0 cents on her, whether its buying food or going out to enjoy.....

Jacky used to be a stingy person. He is the one who can never understand why pple have to use branded bags when its only purpose is to store things, and secondly, it can be easily being framed as a fake.

Till now, he havent got his birthday present, supposedly to be 3 shirts.
the poor thing, i heard he was also bullied on his birthday.

He would always wait for NR7 to go home, when it is sometimes almost impossible to wait for a nightrider.

He used to have a stupid thinking, it doesent matter if her gf spend and spend, as long as he saves, its alright. Well, the problem is that the more he saves, the more she spends.

Everyone has desired wants, and that includes Jacky. He wants to have a dvd writer, and he has been thinking of that for 2 years, but till now, still havent buy, he was still waiting for a great sale opportunity or i sometimes wonder, that he just dun have the money, but wat i heard is that, he just wish to save so that, he can spend on his gf.

There are plenty of things that Jacky wants, and he though that his gf would get it for him, ahaiii

If u were to ask me, the last thing that jacky thought of is himself and money.

Story of John and Belinda

2005-03-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

Was talking to my dear friend John at one kopi tiam and he told me he is facing difficulties with his relationship and as he talk, tears just dropped.

John is a guy who dunt easily cries, in fact i never see he cry before even when he was having difficulties with his studies or family or friends.

He told me he is always trying and trying and trying to keep the relationship going, but he always face harsh words from his gf. He thinks he might be too sensitive, but then, there will be harsh words, always. He told me he always think of how to satisfy his gf in terms of materials want or service wants. But he is not complaining he did too much... He feels that he is not receiving anything.

I ask him what he wants. He only say one word. "concern"

I know he is not a greedy man, and "concern" was not too much and i tot it was just the most basic in a relationship.

What makes you think she do not care for u? I ask him.
he said he dunno, because he cant think of anything that she cares for him.

He say the topic is always on her alone, the story will always be on her alone, she is the main actress but there is always no main actor.

I was thinking that John is a "yes man" and everything her gf ask, he would say okay no problem, there were not many no for many demands.

John is definitely a easy going person. He told me his gf is not. he say he is always the okay man, but she is always the "you are wrong" woman.

John used to be very thrifty, he is the one who would walk all the way from parkway to his house because he thinks its near and there is no need for taxi.

But as he said, he is not the man he use to be. He would spend generously or even extravagently out of his own limits on his gf but his gf always think that her money is her own money and its only right that guys are the one who pay for eveything.

I guess that is nothing wrong, but can u believe she is calculative even over a few dollars when John has already spend hundreds to thousands in a few months time on her.

John loves computer gadgets though, thrifty, he would always spend generously on his pc once a year, i learn from him that he has actually got a second hand downgraded pc for the past 4 over years

I told him, it is difficult to compare him and his gf because they are suppose to blend with each other.

he told me if one party is not budging at all, how is he to blend???

He told me he cant breathe at all when he was with his gf, he was never at ease.
He told me he is not the man he used to be. He could only relax at his own home, and he told me he feels very lonely.

he just want to sleep and sleep and sleep at times, and work and work and work.
Then i ask him what he wants to do?

he told me there is nothing he can do except to walk one step, see one step.

My Valentine Day ....

2005-02-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

OKay here is mine my V DAY gift

And here is hers.....

i will have a good shaven chin and she will have a good bag to carry my shaver heeheh

Happy Valentine to all my readers though i still wonder if i got any more readers....

Cheers

fun game

2005-01-22T17:59:00.000+08:00

http://bbs.carcn.net/bbs/non-cgi/usr/1/1_6020.swf

Latest updates!!!!! on meeeeeeee

2005-01-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

Okay

I know I have been lazy.

Actually I still am, but realise nothing to do in office, so may as well blog

Finally a new year 2005, and just great, i'm 26 and 4 days old liao.

My gf bought me a Black SX1, my most wanted Handphone yeah!!!!!

Anyway 2004 is year for overseas.......

Went to taipei for 10 days around Jan, then went to Batam 4 times throughout the year, staying twice at Holiday Inn and twice at Harris Resort.

Went to Bangkok for 4 days 3 nite around June

Went to JB 2 times (count or not?)

And went to Genting near the end of the year 2004.

And guess wat, just came back from Batam, staying at Holiday inn this time one week ago...

This trip is to celebrate my 5 year anniversary with my beloved GF though at times she is still very nasty!!! ehehehe

Anyway, I bought her a Casio Exlim S100
Smallest Digicam in the world, ahah at least thats what I have heard and seen
Only the smallest for my dearest

and I also bought her 4 precious moment figurine and a musical box.

okay enuff said here are some pics taken by the Casio EX-S100 and SX1

Holiday Inn

her legs

my legs

living room...yes our room have a living room, actually our room got 2 toilets somemore.....as they gave us a masterbedroom with another guestroom with 2 beds!!

balcony

the restaurant

my gf zhilian with the casio exslim s100

her TV-- and all the ornaments on the TV is i buy want, including the SCV box :P

flowers for the 5 yr annivesary

my pc ehehhehe

Im Back...

2004-12-17T19:00:00.000+08:00

Ok

Im back to blogging, which i think i stopped for quite a while.

Haiz been really busyyy

and finally, i can relax at least for my gf

My gf kanna cheated by the agency loh

haiz

if u still remember my last post, she was selected for the position at Standard Chartered bank, which was double confirm by the agency and confirmed by the manager but ridicously not even mention to the HR

HR claims there is no head count, and thus no job.

Then she went to many interviews, HSBC, OCBC, UOB, Meryil Lynch, Prudential, AIA, FujiXerox, UBS.........

Then came the Jobs saga

She got selected for a 4 mth contract acountant, a 6 month contract to perm merryl Lynch contract, and pending a 3 round UBS interview result.

decision was finally made to actually reject Merryl Lynch and the Accountant Job.

and THATS IT. She got the UBS job with super high pay!!!!!

and of course not to mention her good bf who have been helping her to send resumes (reaching 500) and looking at the recruit section for the past 2 months

I am so happy for her.

Cause she has been so worried about not getting this job.

yeah, this post is dedicated to my GF and hope the best for her new job

and i am getting a handphone as a reward ehehehehehheeh

new university in singapore

2004-10-30T16:45:00.000+08:00

guess there is a new uni in singapore but guess the price

$20,000 per year, its not as if that u study in UNSW, u will earn $20000 a month.

Its freaking expensive...

but i wonder what are the requirements to get in?

and if anyone watched the news on the UNSW, i wonder if u remember this girl who said
"Singapore's universities are tried and tested, but UNSW is still an unknown factor lah"

haizz, poor jc girl must have studied too much.

UNSW is one of the 4 top uni in Australia

I wonder if UNSW will feel insulted or that JC the girl is in feel insulted..

anyway some funny links between DHL, UPS, Fedex

DHL vs UPS vs Fedex
DHL vs UPS vs Fedex 2

went to Johor Bahru recently, acompany my girl for colouring
damn cheap loh
anyway everything also cheap

anyway she did her colouring in Janzten, while i loiter around in citysquare

eat rotiboy, thought it will be damn good, but ok only loh

anyway the piracy there really lets me envy
if only Singapore piracy business can be that "good"

hehe, and i realise that Jacky Chan movie is not allowed to show in City Square, because of the piracy

But i doubt Jackie Chan will affect the prosperity in City Square.

in the end, he earns less money.

there have been recent talks of sammyboy in FP
oh man, its a damn old site, i knew that site 10 years ago.
but in the past, its quite a interesting forum and not so explicit.
now its damn "ommercialized"

well, its the internet.

ok thats all folks, later might be watching sharktale...

Congrats to my Brenda!!!!

2004-10-26T13:27:00.000+08:00

wahhh
my gf finally secure a new job and can leave her work place liao at DBS

okay, she is finally on normal shift, no more handling of calls

and she got a post as supervisor in a bank!!!!!

Finally no more sending of her resume required, my mail client almost died....i have send around a few millions of resume around....joking lah, but confirm got reach 200

I wonder i will have any present or not

Embarrasing Moment...

2004-10-24T08:10:00.000+08:00

Bill Gates's greatest moment

its damn funny man!!

Just look at the reaction on Bill Gates when he see the "blue screen of death"

Crazy koreans

If u are looking at this, sure laugh till pengz!!!

Singapore should have something like this.
Since we already got banana man and lemon tree man or even the eyebrow plucker cum stripper, we can have some Crazy Singaporean KTVer!!!

I hope i strike the big sweep.....

2004-10-24T07:56:00.000+08:00

Oh man

its been days since i blog

maybe i dun really like to blog
but so many people blog leh, i must keep up with the trend

anyway bought my 1st lottery ticket of my life. I hope i have some beginner's luck hehhehe. If u realise i didnt blog for a few months, either im dead or i went to be beome monk, or i didnt pay bill ofr my internet connection. NOTHING TO DO WITH THE LOTTERY HOR.

anyway talking about lottery, i can still rememeber the 1st toto i bought like when i was still in JC.

bought it out for fun as was helping my mum to buy...
it was damn exciting!!!
that time i happen to hear the radio broadcast, so i just took up to match
3, 19, 22, 26, 31, 41 extra 17

the striking toto is 3, 19, 22, 26, 32, 40 extra 16.

wat liao!!, i strike 4 numbers and the other 3 is +- one leh

and thats it! I got cheated for the rest of the years till now thinking that toto is easy to strike....

SEX IS ZERO!!!

2004-10-16T08:36:00.000+08:00

Okay, i seem to be writing alot of shows but this is one korean movie i would declared the BEST KOREAN MOVIE i ever watch. It is so hilarious, I am still laughing in my heart though i watch this movie 2 weeks ago

its everything you can expect in a sex comedy
1)Boobs
2)masturbation
3)eating stuff you shouldn't
4)getting caught masturbating, oral sex and masturbating with friends.

The male lead

The female lead photos in the show

the female lead pics- Ha Ji Won

chio rite hehehe

female lead and friends in the show

female lead's love enemy
the pose looks familiar, ok, i know, i notice the boobs too

male lead kanna caught masturbating by female lead

ok i think enough pictures, i realise its now showing in GV also

okay its a MUST WATCH show, it RA so u all know what to do lah, those not 21 must act like 21 when u go buy the tics

well, you could say its a korean version of American Pie but personally i think it is so much better than American Pie

cheers!!

MARS

2004-10-14T13:55:00.000+08:00

ok, im not shooting Zai Zai

just more info on MARS

Ok, its adapted from Jap Manga
Artist: Fuyumi Soryo (who cares about the artist?)

okay, stop drooling!!

this is suppose to be zai zai, okay not bad lah, but zai zai not blond!! haha

this is suppose to be BIG S, not blond also!!!

some details of the story
An adaptation of popular Japanese manga MARS, the television series is directed by the acclaimed Cai Yue Xun. Vic plays two characters, a pair of identical twins with an exploding dark, tragic passion. Zero is reckless, brutal and passionate, losing himself in the speed thrill of motorcycles. Saint on the other hand is quiet and reserved, lives in satisfaction and peace, delivering his passion into drawing. They are a pair of loving brothers until the arrival of Saori, and when Saint cannot accept the fact that Saori loves Zero, he committed suicide. Zero is destroyed by the guilt of Saint's death, and ended up in a mental instituation for two years...until the arrival of Kira (Barbie Xu), who managed to find the deepest wound buried in Zero. Kira suffers from autism after a traumatic event from her childhood, can she discover the most beautiful thing in the world, love, again?

i dunno she can discover or not but some interesting details on BIG S, not then i know she is called barbie eeeeeeeee, sounds yuckie hahah

Da S, who treasures her hair, puts forward "5 no no's." Hair can't be cut, can't be ironed, and can't be dyed; unnecessary bed scenes should be reduced as much as possible and kissing scenes can't be excessive. Angie Chai is full of headaches. A few days ago she invited well-known designers and hairdressers to consult with. Under all kinds of restrictions she attempted to find the most suitable for Da S and Zai Zai's appearances to make it refreshing for audiences. She expressed, "Basically, in the drama, Da S wears simple attire and her hair and make-up can be simple. Zai Zai on the other hand will have to be spent more on.

As for the bed scenes and kissing scenes issue, Da S agent Su Ying Tian says, "She has looked at the drama script and the original, there are some bed scenes, and more than a few kissing scenes. Generally, the scale can't be too overboard, she will not reject, and also reminded Zai Zai that he must not create laughing scenes

long post coming!!!!

2004-10-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

ok, i seriously need to change the commenting system BECAUSE NOBODY IS COMMENTING AT ALL.

ok, i am not that popular, why bother to comment?

or my topics are damn boring

hmm i got to agree

I have been reading poisonlady's blog, on and off.

She is one interesting zhi lian kuan

And yes, i was planning when to go to the ktv again.
and planning to change a job
and already in progress to help my gf find a new job
and trying to save some money
and .........

I am freaking bz!!!!

created a few Flash sites, super stylo wan, next time will upload
now seriously thinking of buying a domain liao

HHHAHAHHA to show off my flashy skills

bought MARS for my gf
ok its a show not MARS chocolate
the drama that got Zai Zai and BIG S
she was feeling damn sian and sad, so i decided may as well buy him a shuai ge taiwan drama. 30 dollars man, but oh well

Zai Zai became FAT!!!

ok i agree he is abit too thin when he is still a F4

now he became a flirty, he turns fat.

ok, if i go on shooting Zai Zai, i think my blog will go down

hehehe

Sharkfin KTV!!!

2004-10-11T07:06:00.000+08:00

yes, i went to a ktv i felt so cheated.
I felt so cheated for the past few years spending on so much money on cha ren zhi jia and kbox....

there is a Ten Dollar KTV Club in chinatown, and just as the name suggest.
its freaking 10 DOLLARS NETT!!!.

10 dollars include free flow of drinks and tidbits ranging from hot to cold drinks.
Recommended will be cold honey or cold chrysantenum.
and i havent finished yet

it also include one bowl of sharkfin!!!
and this sharkfin is not what u get at those cheepo buffet who offer sharkfin.

This sharkfin is really good though of course cannot compare to those u get at restaraunt, but definitely better than those serve in buffets.

the songs are as new as kbox if not even newer!!!!
and their computer is touch screen wan leh, u can touch the screen to select the songs

and the room is damn spacious loh....
oh by the way, 10 dollar nett is for 2pm to 7pm (minumum 3 person) 7 days a week irregardless of weekends
ok, 10 dollar plus gst and service charge will apply for package 7pm to 12midnite (minimum 4 person)

there is only one problem, there are not many rooms, so must book in advance.
when i am typing this, i am worried that i will have trouble booking next time, so i shall not put the telephone number AHAHHAHAHAHA

I AM SO EVIL!!!

but i will tell u all the address, its at 35A Smith St(Chinatown), above ta dong restaruant.

Money Money Money

2004-10-09T03:06:00.000+08:00

Why do r/s have to always involve the money issues?

yes, i know, everything needs money, especially in relationship.

but is it really necessary to quarrel over money?

Does quarreling solve the money issue?

Does quarelling makes money drop from the sky.

I am so sick!!!

I am not yet married, and I have to quarrel over money.

And i thought it only happen to married couples.

Let me strike toto please for heaven sake.
dunt even let me strike 4d cause its not enough

Yes, its not enough, unless i buy 50 big and 50 small and it must come out 1st prize then its enough

I am so sick and tired man, so GOD, if you reading this, let me strike ok.
I will just buy 3 dollars this monday.

Haiz again

2004-10-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

Haizz, and my gf also breakdown from the stress she suffer at work
there are 50 queue calls waiting.
I was trying to tell her, the company is not hers.
She dunt have to slave for the company.

Told her its a customer service line, and just treat all the scoldings as bullshit

haizzz, seems like she cant get it.

I told her to tender resignation.
But she think what if cannot find job, what if she regret her decision.......
I told her she dunt have much finaical burden, she can quit and she got savings too.

then i offer to give her $600 per month, if she cannot find a job in 2 months time.

but she still thinking this and that.

and she breakdown and cry several times, and also in the office toilet

makes me sad also.

so the past few days besides fixing my stupid comp, i have been helping her to send tonnes of resume.

Hope some kind soul could call her

or anyone viewing this right now, got a vacancy, email me hor

Haizz Haizz Haizz

2004-10-06T18:16:00.000+08:00

haizz

alot of things happen

very very bz

computer kanna malware, and keep reappearing in the system file, tried to delete it, in the end i delete my whole system32 folder
................

never mind, reinstall windows, backup all my files, 8 cds!!
now the pc is with a complete windows XP OS and a Windows XP OS without the system32

haizzz
so, backup finish, decide to format

haizzz
its not the end yet
dunt have product key!!!!! for winxp pro
search the net for crack, cannot find

eventually manage to get one, but cant reveal how i do it.

Haizzzz

was quite happy since its been a year since i formatted it.

haizzz

try to do stupid things like flashing my bios
my pc went dead again....

now i realise the saying is very true
when there is one, there is two, when there is three, there is four.

haizzzzzz
went all the way down to Ang Mo Kio Tech place, for my MSI motherboard, to see if there are solutions.

he solved it like less than 10 mins, and i and my brother spend the whole night trying to figure where we flash it wrongly

haizz, okay im a rookie in flashing, but it cant be that difficult.

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

This post is to Shawn

2004-09-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

Hi Shawn

Good Luck to your new job.
I will remember your advise that the true world is only 20% technical 80% marketing.

I would start praticing marketing. hehe
Thats all.

Detective Joe on case

2004-09-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

hehe

actually i intend to put the pic, and thats it for the blog.
Getting a little lazy lah

anyway watch it on friday---GREAT MOVIE!!

finally a real HongKong Jackie Chan movie

something interesting has happen today, ehh i meant saturday lah

i was somehow hired to be decrypt some msn history message which is in xml

Yes, you are right, its the case of GF suspect BF is hooking up with potential targets case.

Normally, or basically i felt that its really not right to go into somebody else privacy, but it seems that the BF denies all accusation, and thus GF got no prove, but she managed to email out the msn history file but to find that she cant read it.

Well, i think i solve her prob in a couple of mins, after she send to me.
So for others who are doing the same, just rename the file to anything else other than the original filename, and you can see it in your internet browser, and you must put the file together with the rest of your other history files for it to work.

Oh no, did i do something wrong?

should words of exhange be evidence for "adultery"?
haha, maybe its a bit strong but whatever.

personally, i think words are nothing, cause nothing physical is done at all.
But i do agree that at times, its words in text that can make the person really say out what he feels, compared to face to face.

New Police Story!!!

2004-09-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

Victory!!!

2004-09-22T07:56:00.000+08:00

Tjoeshue VS StarHub

10 : 0

I guess the results are obivous.

Victory is sweet.

Yeah, I'm getting my phone!!!

How to get MC?

2004-09-20T16:07:00.000+08:00

i need to crap again.

This morning, my dear is asking me how to go get MC.

Oh man, she is defintely asking the right person, after 2 and a half of experience in the army to get MC.

Top Five Tips

1) Put colgate into your eyes
Result= 2 days MC for red eyes
Consequence = May lead to blindness

2) Drink Hot drinks before visiting the doctor
Result = MC for Fever

3) Say Constipation
Result = MC (doc difficult to find out also)

4) Say Migraine
Result = MC (doc difficult to find out also)

5) Say 1/F
so what is 1/F?
This is PHYSICS, aiyoh u all forget how can.
Lets revise

F = 1 / T
Frequency = 1 / Period
so what does 1 / F means?

F=1/T
T=1/F
1/F=T
so 1/F= ?
okay, go and figure our yourself okay
Must say serious stomach cramp
And pls note, this excuse is not suitable for most guys, unless u will wear a skirt.

OK actually i got one final tip. Power one, confirm can get 2 days MC

u will need acting skills
reason: You are going to act that u sprain your back.

Most clinics do not have the apparatus for cure your sprain, and mostly only chinese Physician will do some "bending" for youi.
But chinese phsyician normally dun have MC.
SO just act that you sprain your back, must act really good ok, drag your feet all the way.

Tell Doc, u need at least 2 days MC, then the rest of the MC you will try to get from tht chinese physician. MUST act kelian ok,

Anyway, the last tip has been proven useful because it works.
And Im the actor at that time hehehe

My Trip at Bangkok

2004-09-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

my package is 338 per person, went at this year around June

5 day 4 night at asia hotel

its really convenient to have the sky train linked to the hotel

i will say along the siam centre area, only siam square and MBK is worth looking around
of course there is the JJ weekend market
Suan lam night market is also worth going, went there for massage too, shiok!!

can also go at the pratunam market which is the place that sells wholesale stuff to MBK, but the price range is slightly cheaper only

along the streets at BIG C, u can see lots of hawking at the streets, u could get a good bargain there too.

and i will recommend OISHI buffet at Siam Discovery centre, its abit ex as it cost 23 per person, but the food there is definitely worth a 50 dollar buffet in singapore

The above is copy from post at FP lah, i dun have such good memories ahahha

Now, i only rememeber the Oishi Buffet hahaha, it was damn damn good!!!
Another thing to mention is u dun have to buy all yr Bras and Panties (haha i know its abit crude, but i forgot the word to use ahahah) at MBK, try chidlom, my gf says their varieties over there is much more

And not to mention the transvsitte show.

here are some highlights, and ladies, if you are seeing this, dun be discouraged.

U can always go and apply for extreme makeover ehehehehe or consider going Bangkok next time

ok u know, at times surgery fails too

Wat liao, why u all stare till like that? Saliva dripping already. Aiyah cannot lah, airplane cannot bring pets to Bangkok, u all got Lala already wat.

I need to crap!!!!

2004-09-18T11:50:00.000+08:00

Yeah im off today....

today is blogging day!!!

and my SO is working till 7pm, yeahh FREEDOM!!!!!! TILL 7PM

eh i meant POOR LONELY ME TILL 7PM

Anyway one of my ex uni NUS SOC mate, is going over to Bangkok, so envy!!!

Makes me want to go too. Then I happen to see this promotion by Tiger Airways with Zuji

Zuji Visa Tiger Bangkok Promotion

And i got boliao and help my friend calculated the total cost

going on 2nd of Oct, coming back on 5th of Oct, 4D 3N for 3 person

so if staying at Asia Hotel will be $129 X 3 Travellers= $387 for one night
So for extension at $30 per nite per traveller, it will be $90 per day and for 2 night extension will be $180.
Airport TAX= $49 x 3 = $147
so total cost will be $387 + $180 + $147 = $714
OK, still got GST, $714 x 0.05 + $714 = $749.70

one person only $249.4.
Cheap lehhhhhhh

but no airport transfer, i think around 300 baht if to take cab to hotel from airport.

Wat liaooo

i want to gooooooo

but then i wan my Siemens SX1
sian

anyway Starhub replied me and say will need more time to look into my case.
Fine, as long as they settle my case, its all right loh

What is Boy Girl Relationship?

2004-09-18T09:05:00.000+08:00

The following article written by me does not applies to me OK, its even worse than that. HEHEHE Ok, joking lah, my Dear very nice wan........ so hmmm, why i put so many ...... OKOK, My Dear really really very good to me. Anyway you can have good laugh at it when you are reading this, but maybe readers, do ponder if it is really happening in your relationship.

THE HONEY MOON PERIOD

Best time of the relationship? maybe..
Cherish the moment when she still listens to you. It is a MUST to say "i love you". Public display of affection is essential too if not, u will be deem as not as affectionate compare to her peers.

Your Expenditure= Expenditure X 2 + [Expenditure]to the power of X

Friends? This term will display "404 Error - File Not Found" in the internet
SHE will be your best friend, who else do u need?

Your FREE Time is not equal to 0, its equal to -X
Her FREE Time = All Your Time including sleeping time

Treasure the time that you still have friends and time.....

THE CURSE

DUNT ARGUE--cause YOU are always in the wrong
APOLOGIZE ---cause YOU are always in the wrong
DUN EXPLAIN---cause YOU are always in the wrong

Quote: APOLOGIZE-cause you are always wrong in r/s

you have got to be really good actors. Apologize when u think u are not in the wrong requires good techniques. No loophole should be discover, as they only want SINCERE apologies. Fake apologies will be rejected. DUNT try to convince her that she is in the wrong.DUNT!!!! cause that will result in more apologies and a higher level of acting As wat DAO MING SI will say in serial drama Liu Xing Hua Yuan, if apologizing can resolve any matter, there will be no need for police. the same principle applies, DUNT NAIVELY thinks that apologizing is going to let u get scott free. DUN try to prove your analysis and logical thinking backing up with evidence and past issues. YR GF IS THE LAW.

break up to women its like drinking water.
"i want to break up" will repeat a million and 1 times in your quarrels
They dun care how u feel about the term, they just care on how they are going to put it to their advantage in quarrels.

GOOD MEMORIES HAUNTS.
How many times have you guys called/stayed around her place/wait to pacify her unreasonable character, her petty issues? Do you remember how friends and family told you to move on but you kept defending her with reasons like "Girls are like that"...."Its all my fault that she is angry"..."She is having pms and not feeling well". If you can keep a diary of yourself at these time, you will find that the 1st 1-2 weeks, you will be filled with anger towards her, you will say things like why you treat her gd and she is never satisifed , then you will dig up all the bad things and stuff it in your face and brain ducts to convince that she is bad and its right to leave her. THEN, read your dairy 3-4 wks after that 2 weeks. You will realise that you will start to write about "maybe i really did treat her badly, defend her till the end of the universe, all girls are born like this, i never do enough to satisfy her wants...then weep and not let her know, cause by right GUYS DUN CRY even when they are sad and heartbroken.
then u fail test, exams,take mcs, retain.............

WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT SHE WILL BE HONEST TO YOU

When she start going to the work society and you are still studying due to stupid NS, BEWARE!!!

there will be traps all over to lure her to the better pasture over the other side. 5Cs elgible bachelors will be all around surrounding her. U have to constantly upgrade, get as much Cs as possible, cause u never know when she is going to leave you for another guy.
SAD she will be, but she will still leave for the sake of her BRIGHT future which she wunt have with u, u poor student.....

whereas u still silly sticking to her, thinking that she defintiely wunt leave u at the rate she sticks to u.

THE FACT

GUYS and GALS got totally different thinking.
well, gals, feedback to your guys, DUN EXPECT yr guy to know, cause we are on a totally different level

We guys got no psychic power.
And our common sense dun work when we are dealing with "illogicalness"

My personal tip:

If you are a nice guy/gal, always accommodating and always going along with what your partner wants, and all u want is the best for him/her and no requirements for your own needs. Unintentionally you are telling yr partner that u do not have any needs or wants. The person that u love will become insensitive, disrespectful to you. You will be very hurt, very angry, very sad and very disappointed. The relationship is dying.

its like u are already dead, but he/she still wants to give u a few more stabs and a few more stabs and a few more stabs and cremate u over and over and over again

Dont be nice anymore...

Sorry no tips for baddies....

Cheers

Crystal Jade....again

2004-09-17T09:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after work, went with my dear (i wonder why so many use my "SO" or "Dear" so i decided to try it out) to eat crystal jade xiao long bao, the third time in 2 weeks. But it was really good, especially the ribs and the wantan with chilli.

Then i went shopping with my dear and her friend at Far East plaza, to buy those jade pendant. What is it with jades nowadays? I thought its only for old Ah MAs. We went to this shop. Mudan Fine Jewellery Anyway she bought a green jade pendant quite big, with beaded chain, cannot show you all as not in website, but expensive leh. 100++ and havent add the chain yet, but to me, everything also expensive lah hehehe.
This shop is quite similar to E-Shop except E-shop is much much more cheaper. My Dear recently bought this and a butterfly earring, from E-Shop. Then shop shop shop.....then go home, yeahhhhhh

Anyway my Dear got a interview with a local Bank to go into Service Quality. Still will be handling complaints but no longer in call centre. I think its a very good opportunity and its a permanent position.